Do you comprehend the video?
Each arrow let loose is illustrative of all the ACCUSATIONS one will face upon this journey and if one does not establish that personal connection with God Almighty thru one's faith and acceptance of the teachings of Jesus Christ in one's heart, one will not have a "shield" to deflect the ACCUSATIONS and one will be fuct.
My suggestions is to seek audience with our Father and establish that connection, then begin studying the CR(tm) "process" I have begun teaching for that will help you SEE the same path I walked during my journey; everything you read on this site and listen to in those audios come from me walking this path ... THEN, all of your questions will be answered.
But first, you must seek the Kingdom and it is written that the Kingdom is found within and once you have found that Kingdom, your confusions will cease to exist.
Good luck and godspeed.
We are called to be architects of the future, not its victims;
Resistance is futile.
If you think you can, you are correct.
If you think you can't, you are correct.